I kinda had a slap in the face today, my grandmother is in the hospital with internal bleeding, she seems stable but I'm not sure how things will turn out.  I'm heading out that way tomorrow.

I've been really stressing out, falling behind in homework, barely making any hours at my actual job, having to take time off to finish my homework.  Teachers threatening my graduation.  I really have to bust my ass this weekend to get everything done and I know I won't really get far because of everything else that's going on. 

Plus stressing out about the coming baby, do we have everything we need, what else do we have to get.

Stressing about job hunting, finding a good job after college and not getting fired from the one I'm working now.

This is really just an update, my head is too much in a tizzy and I needed to vent to keep calm and in control.

This really was a great time to quit smoking.

P.S. On the positive, over the last couple of days I've seen alot of eagles, yesterday on my way to class I saw 2 bald eagles and 2 golden eagles sitting in a field.  It was beautiful, I wish I had camera.