What The Fuck? Ambition . . . This Shit Just Pisses Me Off!

Why doesn't it pay to work hard anymore? Seriously it doesn't seem to matter if you give it your all or just try to slack through it. Damned if you do, Damned if you don't, everyday I'm treated like a fuck-up.

Ambition doesn't really piss me off, it really only gets stronger the more other shit pisses me off.
Things seem to be going pretty well for me lately, my grades are good in class, I just became the manager of my shift at my current place of employment and my bills are slowly diminishing. But, my boss has become an ass, I think he lost his stick, and in order to take my promotion I had to drop two of my college classes which are going to make me go to college for at least one more semester . . . and that Pisses Me Off!

So I've just become more ambitious. Reading Slaughters post about Goliath got me thinking . . . I need to start working on some of my goals. Slaughter and I need to start working on more of our goals and I need to become more active with CS and Buzzkill and I need to stay motivated. Goliath must go ONLINE! Okay I'm a little crazy right now.

Anyways to start my list of goals two servers are going to be built, my new home/webserver and Goliath. I think this can be reached by November at least my home server will be. With that SharDak and Digital Impacts will begin development as well as my personal Database and Chat project at this time labeled BuzzTalk.

I'll probably post a list of my Buzzkill/CS goals here later, unless Slaughter gets me set up with the projects site so I can just list that information there instead. We'll see what happens.

Guess what? I'm not so pissed off anymore.